Holidaze...

It's funny how your moods and temperments wane and wax in December as the holidays go one and on. As some loved ones get into the spirit I move in and out almost minute to minute. From wanting to crawl into a hole one moment to sing some carol at the top of my lungs and giggling the next, I wonder how crazy I really am.

I try to remember that even in the most non-religious way the holidays are really about giving and spening time with loved ones but then again I get caught up in the monetary gifts that I want to give others becasue I think it will make them happy and I know that it makes me happy to see them happy..... nothing wrong there I guess.

Of course it doesn't help maters that my work becomes the caziest this time of year and I am expecdted to put in many extra hours which are just so short to come by this special time of year. But it will be over in a few short days and then we will move on into a new year with new hopes and et ceteras.